Friday, 3 October 2008

stop the world!!

Just had a phonecall from the community nurse.Shes trying to get things organised.Because Seraphina has so many professionals involved shes trying to get her a key worker.She said that Seraphina may not do as well as we hope and we need to be prepared for that,then was talking about another OT referral,IDS etc etc....BUT I DONT FEEL READY FOR THIS!!!.I DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT HER NOT DOING WELL!!!
I came off the phone shaking and just wanted to cry.I just want all of this to be a bad dream.


Siobhan said...

Caroline.. deep breaths hon.. I know it's terrible when people say things in passing which make you feel like the bottom is falling out of your world, but it's not a guarantee that anything will or will not happen, no one can see the future, Caroline - remember that.. Seraphina will do the best she can, and so will you, and only time will tell what will develop for you all. See the nurse's comments as being similar to life insurance - i.e. it is good to be prepared, but it doesn't necessarily have to happen.
I wish I could give you a big hug.. you sound like you really need one ((hug)).
Love, Siobhan

Hazel said...

Sending you lots and lots of love. You are the strongest woman I know Caroline. I know I can't really do anything, but I'm always here for you if you need me. xxx